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Ok last call. Everyone add me, sepia_rainbow.
I'm officially using that one now and I don't want anyone to think i'm dead to the world or whatever.
so add me!
www.livejournal.com/users/sepia_rainbow
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[06 Nov 2004|11:31pm] |
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Take the quiz: "Which Random Irish Gaelic Phrase Are You? "
Go n-eithe na peisteoga thu
Go n-eithe na peisteoga thu - 'May the worms eat you.'You're one sick bastard. When you die, you're going to to a very warm place. That is, if you don't already run it.
Take the quiz: "Which Queer Eye Guy Are You?"
Kyan
You are Kyan! Always conscious of how you look, you don't consider your face ready for the day without moisturizing. Your bathroom is probably spotless. You could navigate a hair salon blindfolded. Keep stylin' away, and don't forget, cleanse, then moisturize!
Take the quiz: "What Kind Of Weapon Are you?"
Gun
You're the gun! Quite traditional actually. You've been used to kill more human beings throughout time than any other weapon. What an honor for a weapon. Truly an honor. You're loved by militaries, hunters, police, the mafia and psychos everywhere! You're the universal weapon. You can be used for assassinations, threats, war, hunting, brutal murder and torture! You're stylish, people use you constantly in high-priced movies such as The Matrix, Equilibrium, The Pretender, etc. etc. You're bad. Very, very bad. But attractive, no doubt.
Take the quiz: "What Angel Are You?"
Fire Angel
Hee Hee hello friend, you share domain, for i'm a Fire angel as well, but anyways ...You are a fire angel.it take only a little effort on somone's part, or a well placed comment to stoak our anger up.Not many animals like to get really close to fire, but Salamanders and Dragons love us to pieces.We like warm, and hot colours, like Reds and Oranges, pinks somtimes.We can also be enormous flirts, although I deny outright that I flirt at all.Fire tends to be more mature and other angels, since we know the dangers overplayfulness can cause.but if we are around the correct Sister, we can be talked and prodded into outragious funtimes :D
Take the quiz: "what egyptian major god r u?"
RA
YOU'RE RA THE SUN GOD THE MOST BELOVED AND WORSHIPED GOD
I .. don't like this amber feller. poor justin. (spain)
I love kate. I'm talking to her.
I called Janelle today, I love her too.
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| That strange feeling. |
[04 Nov 2004|10:01pm] |
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Ever felt like a rotting fetus?
I do.
Except for the fact that Christina and I got to hang out.
I <3 Christina.
I'm really confused on some of my friendships right now though.
Is it the phasing time already??
_(I'm not ready)_
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[03 Nov 2004|04:17pm] |
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You Are a "Don't Tread On Me" Libertarian |
You distrust the government, are fiercely independent, and don't belong in either party.
Religion and politics should never mix, in your opinion... and you feel opressed by both.
You don't want the government to cramp your self made style. Or anyone else's for that matter.
You're proud to say that you're pro-choice on Gay-marriage, tax cuts, and just about absolutely everything else!
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Cool. Well hello again Mr. Bush. As long as you don't support sending job's over seas like I think Kerry wanted to.
Plus, Bush wants to cut taxes, not raise them like Kerry did. See, I have worked before, and the Social Security bullshit pissed me off, and Kerry would have only raised that because he thinks that not everyone can take care of themselves. :-/ Pssh. I don't really care, I couldn't vote anyways, so whatever.
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[02 Nov 2004|05:37pm] |
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Ok new layout time. Everyone check it out please, it's soooo hot.
Today I got the chance to sit down and finish all my need-to-do school work and organize my notebooks and stuff. My dad sat there and tried to explain physics to me and of course, it was a waste of air.
I can't wait to see who wins the election. That will be fun-
Janelle I love you.
Melanie I love you.
Kate I love you.
Molly I love you.
_P_ I wish I loved you.
Diana I love you.
And I love everyone else too
Don't feel any offense whatsoever if you not on here
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[02 Nov 2004|12:31am] |
Take the quiz: "Which vampire from the Vampire Chronicles By Anne Rice are you?"
Akasha
You are Akasha. Damn, you are one evil bitch. Akasha is the self-proclaimed Queen of the Damned, and the Mother of all Vampires. She and the her king were created by an evil spirit that flew into their wounded bodies, and made them blood drinkers, though she lives in denial, because she was once worshipped in Egypt. After a 6000 year sleep, Akasha awakened by Lestat, wreaks havoc and hell, and attempts to establish her reign as Queen over all, but is eventually destroyed by Mekare, and the core of the vampires is stolen from her.
Take the quiz: "what literary genre art thou? "
fantasy
you are fantasy! you live in your own world and use your imagination... you like to daydream or go outside you might like books such as alice in wonderland or the narnia series
Take the quiz: "Day Dreamer or Down To Earth?"
Dreamer
You enjoy a good book and are constantly thinking up inventive ways to do things or you are writing poetry and song lyrics. Either way you are more open minded than others.
Take the quiz: "What weapon is for you?"
Earth Wand
Your weapon is the earth wand. Full of Powers but not good for physical hitting. Good for turning your enemy into a bunny.
Take the quiz: "What Kingdom Hearts Character are you?"
Sora
You are a Sora, usually a sweet and easy going person, but at times there are obstacles in the way of this...(sorry, I have no pic)
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| Happy birthday cameron! |
[01 Nov 2004|10:28pm] |
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Wow, tonight was so awesome and fun.
Meg picked me up and Adrienne and we went to food lion and got this fucked up card with these messed up alien like things on them, and in the cover it said, "don't worry, we don't get it either"
We each pitched in 5 bucks for her present.
The party was thrown by Molly and Kate and it was at the old fire station, and it was Excellent.
One of my best sides was brought out and I got to dance and be free and just have sooooooooooo much fun.
I went down a fire pole for the first time in my life, that was cool, and hard. There was really good food. I can't really explain all the fun things we did, you just had to be there.
I really wanted to hang out more after the party but I guess we just couldn't, and so now I'm here, and about to go do some good ole' gaming.
Thanks Kate and Cameron and Molly!
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[31 Oct 2004|10:15pm] |
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Today was lovely.
Although it went by fast, as I'm updating, I feel very nice.
Me and April got to dress up today and go out.
We saw the Saw which was very disturbing but very good, and, a very nice plot/ending twist.
Of course, after that, we went to our favorite place, Asian Grill.
Aprils car started making wierd noises, so we had to get her granny to get us, lol.
Then we went to my house and went around the hood and got some candy.
Then we did our meditations which revealed a lot and clensed my worried mind.
I feel so much better about myself and I think I'm once again happy.
Being made fun of your parents is never fun, and so I just try to block them out.
But I forgot all that when we did our ritual.
So I think things may look up, I just need to stop being so self-consciouss, to a point.
It's just school, I'm only sixteen, and this is Lynchburg. Do I really think I'm going to make it here?
If I was too, that would be awesome, but otherwise I kind of don't care. I heard some news about _P_ today but I don't really care.
Ahh, now I really must finish my English paper.
Thanks April, luv ya!
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| My Saturday |
[30 Oct 2004|11:36pm] |
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i'm gonna save the depressing part for last.
today was pretty excellent because I got to do some computer gaming and then beth picked me up and we had lotsa fun.
we went down to amazement square, and then went to the ultra high tech bank where she go some cashorifica.
then we went to yummy la carreta where i got my chicken that was o so on fire. there was a scary spider in there! me and beth got to do some cool talking about random things and beliefs, and of course there was lots of random picture taking. at the moment, i'm out of photobucket room, and i have already deleted over half of my space! so i basically sacrificed a lot of my pictures for nothing. then we went to the farm basket where she bought her sis a present.
we next went to beth's excellent house where her cat smelled bad. i met her dad again, and then we started looking at shirt ideas. we could not really think of anything so we just drew a funny like man in a cool shirt. we also watched the creepiest movie ever! it was One hour Photo. It was just too creepy for words.
After I had to come home, I just kind of waited around till the VSA dance, the epitome of self-loathing.
Lately my self-esteem has already been low, and when I went to this dance, this dance with all these superbly hot people dancing around and having so much fun, dressed up in cool stuff, all knowing each other, I felt like such a moron. Zach and Andy were with me. I felt so retarted and out of my element, and my self-esteem was greatly lowered when I realized that I could not dance, and started to become self-consciouss. I could not be crazy like the rest of the people, they all knew each other anyways. Knowing that I couldn't go and join them all made me..sick. I really wanted to leave, but not before telling _P_ that _p's_ pants were really hot! That was the only high about the dance. So we left.
We went downtown for some reason, and Andy wanted to go into the black people club. I was like, noway!
So we just got out and walked around downtown, and then walked past the black club. Then we went down this scary side street and ended up in some parking lot. Imagine 3 white boys in the middle of the ghetto part. We saw scary people across the parking lot. We were kind of stuck, so we went down into the parking lot below, and just followed the ramp. Then we got slushies or whatever they are called from 7-11. Then we just drove around, and ended up in the Kroger parking lot that is by Hollywood video. We just exchanged funny stories. Then I came home. Now I'm wallowing in self-loathing and low self-esteem, and I feel like a fucking idiot.
I thought I knew myself, I thought I could do anyhting, I thought I was ready to face my peers. I was wrong.
I'm just a pathetic quiet wall-flower, and it kills me.
Drugs.
Is that the only way I will ever be able to open up to people?
I wish I was high off of life like the VSA kids.
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Ahh, Scaremare was so incredibly fun, except for the Jesus pep talk which sickens me, honestly.
I went with some VSA people and alex mann. It was really cool, and when we in the black tunnels, we just held onto eachother's shoulders, ha. It was so dark, and it wasn't too scary, just really fun, actually there was a scary part. I forgot what it was though.
Then we went to somebodies house and ate cake and played Taboo. Now I'm home. Just thought I would let everyone know.
O M G. Cradle of Filth's new song, nymphetamine, is really beautiful. It's so wonderful, and I have listened to it like 50 times.
I just realized how pissed I am at Scare Mare. They were preaching against Marilyn Manson, because in the checkered room, they had some guy with a contact and face paint resembling his photoshoot and a picture that I painted in art class. That really pisses me off. But whatever, it's run by Liberty and Jerry Fallwell people, damn that man.
I realize that I'm now ranting.
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[23 Oct 2004|11:27am] |
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.
"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.
As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
( Heres a quiz some should take about me )
I may be switching journal names soon, so whatch out.
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[22 Oct 2004|03:51pm] |
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I adopted a cute lil' poison fetus
from Fetusmart! yay. I thought it was cute.!
God today sucks a lot. I fucked up some, but nothing irreparable. Thankyou _S_W_L_
Sigh. We had a really funny comedian come to school today though. He was disabled with like Polsey or something, but he was really ok with himself. It was really neat, and he was hilarious.
Art is cooo, my Manson picture is coming along. I got the art club flyers done, some people said they liked them, thanks guys. I meant to give the Sarah at VSA my email adress so she could email her papers to me and I could print them. I think I'll just give it to her monday. Right now, just watching some odd Nine inch nails movies. They are cool, and Trent Reznow is the shit, but I watched one awfully disturbing one...
E'll I will update later.
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::Glomp::
I learned this word from Laura Snell. I <3 Laura Snell.
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[20 Oct 2004|06:35pm] |
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O yeah today me and Gina and Parisa hung out, and we went to wendys, yum, we got to talk about loads of cool funny stuff. Wish I could say more, but I have to work on a dumb art club flyer, sigh.
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[19 Oct 2004|09:19pm] |
Have you ever...
[x] been drunk.
[x] smoked pot....
[x] kissed someone.
[x] rode in a taxi.
[x] been dumped.
[ ] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[ ] been in a fist fight.
[x] broken a bone
[ ] got hit by a car
[x] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[ ] gone in a mosh pit.
[ ] stole something from your job
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] gone on a blind date.
[x] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[X] been to europe
[x] skipped school.
[x] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost a family member
[ ] played 'clue'
[x] had a sleepover party.
[x] went ice skating.
[x] cheated on a bf/gf.
[ ] been cheated on.
[ ] had a sweet sixteen.
[ ] had ur tonsils out.
[ ] had a car.
[x] drove.
Do you...
[ ] have a bf.
[ ] have a gf.
[X] have a crush.
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[ ] feel happy.
[X] hate yourself
[X] think you're attractive. I reall think I should. I'll just put X, lie maybe.
[x] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music
[ ] listen to rap.
[X] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to country.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[X] get good grades
[X] play an instrument
[x] have slippers.
[x] wear boxers
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[x] like the color pink.
[X] cyber. (only at night.
[ ] claim.
[x] like to read.
[x] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[x] have short hair.
[ ] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager
Are you...
[ ] ugly.
[x] pretty.
[x] ok.
[ ] handsome.
[x] bored.
[x] happy
[ ] bilingual.
[ ] Hawaiian.
[ ] Samoan.
[ ] Filipino.
[ ] Korean.
[ ] British.
[x] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[x] short.
[ ] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[x] sick.
[ ] mad
[x] lazy.
[x] single.
[ ] taken.
[X] looking.
[ ] not looking.
[X] brokenhearted
[x] talking to someone.
[x] IMing someone.
[ ] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[ ] hungry.
[X] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[ ] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[x] listening to music.
[ ] watching the Olympics
[x] watching tv
he.he
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[19 Oct 2004|03:10pm] |
Gwah, lynchburg is horrible, and _P_ is killing me.
I'm also feeling that people treat me the same way they did as when I was Dark Glam. I guess thats what to call it. You know what? If people are gonna be like it, I might as well fuckin give them a reason to. Except thats never why I would do something. Only one person has control over me, and you all know who it is, it kills me. It's so CONFUSING. I ONLY NEED A FUCING ANSWER. I will get it though..._P_ you are mine. ^_^
So I've been dying to express myself lately and all my feelings except that I cannot find a good method to do it. It's so hard you know? I'm going to dye my hair black and red first of all, and I'm dying for a lip piercing, but I don't know what the likelieness of that is. I really want Micah and Alex to come and help me make my clothing ideas, I'm ready to dress up again, I've been having the urge, and now that Alex is the new spooky kid at school, I would not have to be alone. It can finally be like the movies. But it's also nice to be semi-attractive. Bleh, I hate getting caught up on the idea of appearance though. I'm just waiting to create my warped creations, and I shall call my clothing line, Warped Ecstasy, yep. If I get into that much. Diana call me!
School IS SO FUCKING HARD!!!
I second Kate's motion of hating Fucked up stories, :-)(
I will have new pics soon.
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[16 Oct 2004|10:13pm] |
I got to watch the borne supremacy today, it was cool.
For my shirt desighn, so far I have:
Silver Eyelites
Leather lace
Boa fur
D rings
And thats all.
Haha, it's going to be my slow long hard fun project.
I think I'm depressed. Right now I'm calling kate. Hehee
Blood Rayne is a fun video game.
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[14 Oct 2004|09:08pm] |
Hahhaha. I quit Kroger. LOL Justin got fired. Lolol, tralalala, Kilt tommorow. I need to hang out with someone
Someone call me
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[14 Oct 2004|05:45pm] |
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Today was pretty cool. I really missed Kate though ^_^
I hate my basic tech drawing class and everyone in it. This bitch little freshmen gets on my nerves and stares at me, even when I'm not wearing wierd things. I started to cuss at him today, and wow, freshmen can sure talk back, that little fuckhead. Mac Mcwain, I hope you fall down some stairs and miss 6 weeks of school. But anyways, I always feel so out of my elements when I go into that class and when I go into spanish class. It's a really wierd feeling, like when you go to an old people's home or grandparents home or strange forieghn place where everyone is so different than anything you can handle or used to.
Anyways.
Beth told me something that was kind of sad, relating to _P_
Maybe P is dating someone, but not in a preferable way to my consiousness. I hope Janelle was not right Beth, because I think that would be very heartbreaking. Although you know.. I just have so much to talk to you about. ^_^
Marilyn Manson rocks me, I thought I would say.
After school was cool today, I did not have to do BEHIND THE WHEEL THANK ISIS THAT IS DONE. Menagerie was really cool.
My mom took us out to starbux, and then I went to Kroger to pick up my last 75 bucks. Then I went to Tom Jones and got some mints, and then we visited my moms old store.
I think almost everyday I add someone to my "I hate you" list. I'm not good with people, not to mention I'm shy and bad at meeting people, and boring.. I wish I could be more like Kate or Beth, loud and fun and funny. Love you guys.
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